I'm recently widowed after 12 yrs. Am try to get back on track, but is real hard. My late wife and I had allot of fun together. Someone told me to do something that we used to do together. I would dress her up sexy, and take photographs of her. We would also go out and meet folks. And I would photograph or video her with others. I loved it. Once, after her pussy was full of cum. Driving home I reached over and started to play with her pussy. I was smearing the cum all over her pussy, ass, and thighs. It was great. I loved seeing her with other men. We always wanted a gang bang, with BIG cocks, a couple of blacks. But it didn't happen. So I'm trying to continue to take pictures and video. I'm harmless. The pics or video go no where, and everyone gets a copy. I'm hoping to meet someone who likes to be watched, and we click. I miss my Shannon.

My Ideal Person I'm hoping for a couple or a single female who are going to have a few guys over. And will allow me to photograph and video. A couple that just wants a video of them self's. Just about any you can put it is fine with me. I'll do nothing unless asked. You call all the shots. I used to take pics of Shan when she had her nylons and heels on. We thought that looked best. But it is all up to you. I'm hoping someone will allow me to shoot. Help me feel better. I really miss watching her face as she got filled with cock, and it started sliding in and out. I saw all the pleasure she was feeling. And I knew I was going to get to smear the cum around her pussy. Get my cock sucked & fucked. We had allot of fun. So please think about it. I will not get in the way. In fact, I'm a little shy. It might be fun. you never know.

Tell one of your favorite sexual fantasies. Don't hold back!:
To be able to photograph and video a group or something like
that. To film cock sliding in and out, seeing cum ooze out,
or splashing on the tits or face. Double penetration, hand
jobs, And seeing it with nylons and heels. That would be
great.

What location do you fantasize about for a sexual encounter?:
A moving vehicle (i.e. car), A movie theatre, A swimming pool or hot tub, A hotel room

Ever fantasized about having sex with a celebrity? Who? What turns you on about them?:
Cher when she was younger. I liked her costumes, see thru.

Have you ever had cybersex?:
Not yet, but I definitely want to try it.

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